Ultimate shoulder rides

I arrived to my aunt's house. same aunt which I told you about her and her girl.I was 16 that time. I was very happy and i dreamed to carry my cousin on my shoulders. I didn't care about injuries anymore. I only wanted to be horse and my cousin ride me and ignoring me and my pain while she was on me. this was my best desire. when i entered I saw my cousin leaving home. I was shocked ! I found out she had a meeting with her friends. I barely laughed to her and she leave there. my aunt come to me and welcomed me. I was sad from cousin's leaving. I had no hobby there. I decided to rest some minute and back to our house. my aunt brings me a juice and i thanked her. she was kind with me. she was 46 and fat. she was 180 lbs (I guess) . she apologize me and told me she had to clean the room because they had some incoming guest . I told her it's ok. she was vacuumed the room and Glossed some dishes. then she get Distracted and she looked like a person who lost something. I asked her what wrong and she said nothing . but I watched her searching in kitchen and Drawers. I stood up and went to kitchen. she told me she need more plate and glass for guests. she was near to cry. she told me plates should be in cupboard. I looked at cupboard. it was high for reach. my aunt went to warehouse to find a ladder. they had some chair in house but their legs were jiggly and they weren't sure for carry weight. my aunt was back and punched to wall because she didn't find a ladder. she called my uncle to buy a one but he said he wouldn't arrive home soon. I was happy that I can use this situation to carry her. after she sat on my shoulders on previous story she used to mention it as a good secret memory . I thought she was not in a good mod but i tried my chance and ask her if I can carry her. I think she had no alternative choice because she Quickly agreed . it seemed that she waited for my offer . she said : "but you should promise me it will be a secret between us"
I said ok and she asked me to get on all four. I got Disappointed . she didn't wanted to ride on my shoulders. she put one of her foot on my back and said: "are you sure dear? I am heavy for you. no ! forget it. it is stupid idea ! I tried to be relax and told her she would be without enough plates for guests. suddenly I felt a pressure on my back. her barefoot was on my back and she quickly placed other foot on my back. now she was standing on my back. she seemed Nervous because her feet were shaky and i thought it was like a Massagers ! it seemed that cupboard was out of reach because she stood on toes and tried to reach there. my back started to pain from her effort. i felt one foot gone and i found that she got down from my back and told me it can't possible to reach there. It was a perfect situation for offer her a ride on my shoulders. I said: "I think you should sit on my shoulders to search easier up there."
she reject my idea and said :"you tried to carry me on your shoulders before but you were unable. remember?"
I said : "I was tired from carry cousin for a long time . I will promise you are easier to carry right now ! "
she had no choice and stood on sofa and said : "hell, Lets have a try"
I sat on sofa and placed my neck under her. she sat on my shoulders and I thought my chest got crumpled. I tried to be stright on sofa and tried to stand. My aunt quickly said: "forget it dear... it wasn't good idea".
I got nervous. I couldn't let that go. I closed my eyes and stood up with a moan. my muscles were burning under pressure. she was a little heavier than me (I can't remember how much i was) . my aunt said :"please put me down. you may crush under my weight". I said : "it is ok ! "
I walked to the cupboard with moans. my aunt was worried . when I arrived to cupboard she quickly started to search for plates. there were some box up there which she should opened them and searched them for plates. I hold the wall to stand stright. she tucked her feet behind my back . I can describe that moment ! it was like heaven but it was such a hell too ! it was summer and i was full of sweat. my neck was burning from pressure. my knees were shaking. I felt a hand in my hair. My aunt said: "I found them dear. now it may get a little hard. please carry on" . I felt an extra weight. my aunt grabbed box of plates. I think the box weighed around 20 lbs ! I could not put her down because I had problem with it that time. I went to sofa and placed her on sofa. she thanked me so much and opened the box and pick some plates from it. I was lying on sofa . she came to me again and said : "can you help me to place the box up there?"
I really didn't like this idea but I had no choice. I barely picked her up with box . after she finished I went to sofa to put her down but she refuse to get down and said : "sit on sofa with me on your shoulders"
I did that . she was still on my shoulders. she said:"why you like to carry people? I think you were in terrible pain today and you are it pain now ." I said :"I don't know aunt but could you get down?I can't tolerate anymore."
my aunt did that and immediately sat on my laps and kissed me and said : "you are strong dear but don't tell people about it. they may bother you with it. thank you for your help"
. She brings me another juice which was unable to heal my pains. My cousin back after a hours and I gave her some minor ride too. but I thought who could bother me with my hobby? I didn't understand it yet !

at the end I want to ask admins again to give me bonus membership ! I don't if it is one of baycotts or not